Pig

I walk a path that takes me through a dark domain of shit
It starts to stain me
No fate but what we make, or don’t you give a shit
Can you hold on or is your grip just too weak?

Ignorance is no excuse
Disgust can be your saviour

The pigs are taking over

An undesirable event, yet strangely fitting, don’t you think?
Somehow inline with expectations
Am I the only one who sees decay around me?
It’s funny what you’ll accept when you’ve known nothing better

Ignorance is no excuse
Act now, or never

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Synaptic Decay (2007)

Sick

I can’t remember the last time
I truly felt I was alone
No voices trying to guide me
No thoughts I knew weren’t my own
But something changed and now
I lose myself to something else
Something that’s taking over
Something that’s forcing me down

I have been taken over
I am being controlled
I don’t know if you hear me
Fighting against the darkness
And I’m falling fast
I’m sick
My life in disarray

I tried so hard to fight
Nothing seemed to stop it growing
no point in trying to hide
There’s no way to stop it knowing
I wish so hard that it would end
That it’s all a bad dream
I just need to be released
i just have to break free

Nothing seems to stop it
Nothing seems to make a difference
Maybe it’s meant to be
Struggling becomes acceptance
I think about the past
Think about the things I’ve done
I sit and ask myself
What have I become?

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Fatal Drug

Blacked out eyes and a vacant stare
But no-one ever suspected
It never occurred to me, I swear
But now the thought is resurrected
If I gave my life to you
What would I get in return?
Another dose of the fatal drug
A rejection and a lesson learned.

What did I see in you?

Try and try to see the attraction
To separate from a face in the crowd
I need to end this insurrection
Clear my vision and lift the shroud
Why do I waste my fucking time?
Why do I always cross the line?
Why do I always take one more hit?
I know your promises are full of shit.

What did I see in you?

What did you take from me?

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Bitch

You think you’re something
But you have never been
You’re just a nothing, no-one, unseen
Just an empty shell, no feelings
And no thought for the ones that you were stealing
Another victim, it’s always someone else
You choose a scapegoat, it’s never yourself
Has no one told you it’s no excuse?
I’m no longer taking the abuse

Bitch innocent
Bitch national
Bitch corrosive
Bitch jaded
Bitch outcast
Bitch eternal
Bitch Utopia
Bitch reality
Bitch moron
Bitch no-one
Bitch victim
Bitch infected
Bitch famous
Bitch culture
Bitch junky
Bitch enemy

So many faces you have
All of them for me
Why can’t you keep them to yourself?

It’s time to face the facts
No joke now
You’re playing with the hangman’s rope now
No future, disillusioned
I’ll put it down to your confusion
so think faster, what’s it gonna be?
Another problem? Just another enemy?
Or is it something else?
Is your time up?
Or are you going to try to tell another lie?

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Radio Friendly

Radio friendly anthem for humanity
What a wasteful state to be
Gotta keep it clean, sell it to the
teens
Know what I mean?

Show me the money
Let me hear you say fuck

I don’t care to much about your number one
I’m too busy looking out for number one
I don’t care about anyone
Who tries to fuck me over
Because I can see inside you
And I fucking despise you
And I’m gonna take you down from the inside

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God is in the machine

Welcome to the church of shit
Welcome to the church of lies
Welcome to the church of slaughter
All the pigs lined up to die

You stare at your idiot box
It tells you what to believe
You never think that it could be wrong

God is in the machine.

Welcome to the church of hope
Welcome to the church of hate
Welcome to the church of slaughter
Pigs all lined up and sedate

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Resist

Hail to the one you choose
It’s deep inside of you
And nobody else knows
Your terrible secret
Alone and feeling used
They tried to control you
The joke’s on them now
You’re feeling stronger

Realise that your days are numbered
Realise that it’s my turn now
Realise that you’re not important
And you mean nothing at all

Tried to force a reality check
So you could be like me
Became a broken wreck
Guess that check must have bounced

Resist everything they tell you
How do you even know they exist?
There’s no-one out there
They can’t hear you
Nobody’s real

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Fear

Suddenly I shouldn’t be
I try to scream but I can’t breathe
I need to find the will to go on
So that I don’t just lose hope
I wish that I could not be afraid
I wish I could take it away
But I can’t, I have to fear
I wish I was never hear

No more fear
Only nothing
Take it away
I’m not afraid

Feeling empty, feeling cold
Feeling only nothing
Devastating void, I told you it would leave me wasted.
Nothing left it would appear
Nothing for you to take
Slit your wrist and shed a tear
Give me all your heartache

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Synaptic decay

What does it mean?
Revelation, Condemnation

No more questions
Insurrection, resurrection

Prepare for the new hate rising
A shadow falling, darkness calling
No chance to live another day

Slow awakening
Always waiting, only hating

Live forever
Never let go, lost your last hope

I am the hate that dwells within
I am the cause of all your pain
I am the bitter caustic sting
As you decay I rise again
I am the chilling fear that haunts you
Tapping the lifeforce from your veins
I am the total system failure
That causes complete synaptic decay

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Bleach

Another victim of circumstance
Bleach and blood and innocence
No release from this illusion
This mind and body fusion

My god lives inside my head
My god has total control
There is nothing left to say
I just want to go home

Can no-one tell me when it ends?
Bleach and blood and innocence

As I sit here i feel cold
Every day I’m growing old
Brush the dust from off my face
Bring an end to my disgrace